5 Loaves and 2 Fishes

For the past month, this phase keep appearing in my mind and in my heart. I still can remember weeks ago when I was driving Mel's car and this beautiful song was playing. The lyrics went straight into my heart, so thought as the Lord was present there in the car with me. Tears were flowing uncontrollably down my cheek that I have to park aside to compose myself. I have been trying to relate the song to my life and after weeks of praying, I realized that The Lord was addressing my fears and inferiorities. I always feel that whatever I do, I need to win peoples approvals. Same goes in worshiping God, but our Lord is above all these " Bull Shit ". He looks at what is in the heart.
Relationship with God is a personal one, not one of public display. There is nothing you can do to stop, increase or decrease his love for you. He will alway love you, full stop! How do I know? Stay tune to this blog and I will relate to you my past, no hold barred. From my days of lies, lusts and months in Selarang Detention Centre.
Back to the loaves and fishes, the Lord used my past experience in the work and life and to place me in his anointed outlet and served him. The peace and joy that he has instill in me has transcend into the creativity and the soulfulness of the food me and my team served out. I pray each day that he would used whatever I have, to be an instrument to do his work. I also that everyone who dines at Love the World Soul Rock will be blessed by his presence reflected by the food that is prepared with full heart and soul.